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[11 Oct 2005|05:37pm]
I am a loose girl.
I am a slut.
I am a whore.
I am a hoe.
I might as well be the worst person ever.

I love Jt so much and I must have done the stupidist thing ever. I barely have any friends, I don't have a family, and I might loose the only thing I truly care about.

Everytime things start to get good, I fuck it up big time.

It was a stupid drunkin night. Jay gave me vodka and I went crazy.

I truly hate my life if I loose him.

There is no point of living anymore, and Im serious this time. I want to end it.
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[08 Oct 2005|11:26pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I won't even bother telling you all of it, because most of all know about the oh so famous video tape. So Im not even going to bother.

Me and Jt have become stronger. It feels so weird. It almost feels as if we are married. Me and peter are on better terms. It take way too much time and energy to hate him. I'm not saying we are best friends now, theres still tension, but we don't HATE eachother.

I live with emma now. I miss home alot.. I love being over emmas and all, it just sucks that I have to be under ground rules ehhh. I can't wait to go home. I doubt it will ever happen however. I am half awake so I doubt this entry even makes sense. It was rainy today, and I was bored. So here are some pictures I took :

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[30 Sep 2005|10:33am]
Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored.

Does anyone know where my boyfriend went off to?
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Stolen from JT, Emma & Jimmy [25 Aug 2005|09:14pm]
Post anonymously 5 questions. I don't care what they are or how personal they are. Nothing is out of limits!
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[13 Aug 2005|11:19am]
So yesterday Spin and I hung out. We went to the beach, it was fun I guess.
He told me He liked me. I told him I liked him too. I feel stupid that I lied to him. Technically I diddn't lie to him, I mean I like him as a friend. Thats not lieing right? We went to the rave and danced, It was getting late so I bailed on him. I hope spinner doesn't think I like him that way.

I feel bad that I sort Of led spinner on, but I diddn't know what to do. No one could ever measure up to jt. Hes the one for me.

anyone, feel free to call me:P
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[12 Aug 2005|02:00pm]
Jt and I got into a bit of a fight. Everythings fine now, thank god.
DARCY, what a skank bitch hoe back stabbing 2faced whore. How could she do that to me? We were best friends. Emphisis on WERE
Jt took me out to make it up to me. He diddn't have too, but it was totally romantic! The carriage ride, ( the sex afterwords and everything! hes amazing.

Im going to hang out with spinner today. We should really settle some stuff, I still feel as if theres tention. We will probably end up going to the beach and then rave.

*sigh*

I miss Jt.
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[09 Aug 2005|02:56pm]
Life is pretty amazing right now.
I love Jt with all heart.
He would never hurt me, as I him.
the sex is amazing

I'm not doing much of anything latley.
hangout anyone?
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Just a quick notice. [30 Jul 2005|01:05pm]
(OCC: In boston + Nantucket for the week. arg. So I won't be able sto update)
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[27 Jul 2005|12:38am]
So Jt and I hung out again. It was fun. I tried, (emphisis on tried) to make dinner for him, but it diddn't turn out the way I planned. Hah.. Instead we headed down twoards the beach and had a romantic evening under the stars. His love his what I really need right now, and I feel so comfortable around him. I haven't been happier

SURVET-------------
WOULD YOU....
go out with me?
give me your number?
kiss me?
let me kiss you?
watch a movie with me?
take me out to dinner?
dance with me?
take a shower with me?
be my bf/gf?
take me home for the night?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing car karaoke w/ me?
re-post this for me to answer your questions?
give me a piggyback ride?
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
lick my cheek?
make me breakfast?
help me with homework?
tickle me to death?
let me tickle you?
stick up for me if i was being put down?
play strip poker with me?
say yes if i asked you out?
get wasted with me?
instant message me?
greet me in public?
hang out with me?
bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
think im cute?
think im hot?
want to kiss me?
want to cuddle with me?
want to hook up with me?
want to have sex with me?

ARE WE...
friends?
in a relationship?
gonna have kids?

AM i...
smart?
cute?
funny?
cool?
loveable?
adorable?
compassionate?
annoying?
great to be with?
attractive?
mean?
sweet?
odd?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
thought about me?
thought there might be an "us"?
thought about hookin up with me?
found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
wished i were there?
grabbed me?
had a crush on me?
idolized me?
wanted my number?
had a dream about me?
been distracted by me?
wanted to have sex with me?

ARE Y0U...
done with this survey?
happy you know me?
mad at me?
thinkin bout me?
going to repost this so that i will return the favor?
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[21 Jul 2005|01:05pm]
Do dance was alot of fun!

Jt came to my house looking fabulous, with flowers. It was adorable!
We dance mostly the whole night. Paige and Jt danced one dance. I diddn't know what really was going on at first, so my jelousy did exceed a bit. But nothing huge to make a big deal about it.

After the dance, Jt came over to my place.. It was interesting and JT is so romantic!

Anyways, I'm thinking about going over Lo's house. Afterall, I was invited to hangout. She seems really cool, which is good.

I'll update later.

(Won't be on this weekend. :( dads house agaaain)
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[19 Jul 2005|08:58pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So lastnight Jt suprised me with peanut butter and jelly in the park. Hes adorable with his ideas. I'm starting to fall hard for him, but I'm not sure if he likes me that way. I mean we always end up making out, but he doesnt want to be my "girlfriend." just yet.

Hes incredably sweet though. ♥

I'm going to have a party tonight. So anyone and everyones invited. !!

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[18 Jul 2005|04:39pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

So last night, Jt and I hung out. I seemed to really need it, and I'm glad we did.

Jt is amazing. He treats me right, and he doesn't want to be one of those losers who treated me bad in the past.
We didn’t go very far, but We did Kiss. I am Completely Satisfied with the night and hope to see my relationship with Jt develop.

I haven't felt like this for anyone before. Not even Craig.

I have gigantic butterfly’s in my stomach and I find myself listening to really girly music. It's like I can't think strait.



Anyway, Me Teresa, and Emma hung out today however. We walked into town and Got a 30 lbs bag of sour candy and watched horror movies. I love those girls.

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[17 Jul 2005|11:09pm]
I am single again.. Thats All I really have to say.

Oh and I am single for this Dance ;)

Jt and I are going to hang out tonight.. mabye in the hottup.


I'll update later.
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[17 Jul 2005|01:41pm]
[ mood | happy. ]

Things haven't been very exciting lately.

I'm glad Jay and I, got together. Like boyfriend and girlfriend. I'm afraid, both him and I really needed that. I'm thinking about having a party tonight or tomorrow night. Everyone can come :-D

I hope that this dance comes soon.. I'm afraid that if it's too far away Jay will end up hooking up with someone and not wanting to go with me. However if it's close, It would benefit me alot more. things will go wrong.

I have been really happy the past few days. Maybe it's the fact I actually have a boyfriend. :)

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[15 Jul 2005|08:03pm]
[ mood | busy ]

OCC: won't be back till sunday. I'll be on VACATION.

:(:(

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[15 Jul 2005|10:24am]
Remember when I said I didn't have any feelings for Jay? I lied.
So yesterday Me and Jay were talking about ending hookups and starting real relationships and putting that reputation aside. We both had basically the same opinion. Then he asked me to go to the dance with him. No string though. Which is perfect because thats just what I need.

So after, I went over his house and whached some movies. I don't think that "Donnie Darco" kept our interest very long. Out of all the things we could have done, we started making out. Things definatly got out of hand, but it felt right. It wasn't some hookup at the ravine that ment nothing.

I'll have to see how we go the dance now. haaa
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[14 Jul 2005|07:36pm]
So I heard that there was going to be a dance hosted by a radio station of some sort through a letter in my mailbox. That is going to be so much fun! I even picked out my dress for this black tie affair:
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Speaking of the dance, I am going to go with Jay. Just as friends, no stings. It should be fun.

I am done with spinner. It was a waste of time, and I feel horrible for doing it. I hurt Liberty, and If I could take it back, It would defiantly would. I truly Don't know why I did it exactly, but it was stupid. Everyone now thinks I'm easy. Way more easy than I was thought to be before. I think that this dance will defiantly give me a chance to settle with someone as a real relationship. I'm sick of all these hookups.
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[13 Jul 2005|02:13pm]
So my Wasega trip was...wow. It was soo lovely. Spinner is truly a romantic. The motel, the hot tub, the ravine. It all came together so perfectly. The only problem? Liberty. I told him to keep quiet so Liberty wouldn't feel bad, but karma is slowly creeping up on me.

Well, the past few days have been a bore. Nothing really to do. Anyone want to hang out?
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[11 Jul 2005|12:11pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I heard Darcy went to the ravine and got a bracelet from Jay. How typical, he would barely kiss me, but with Darcy who doesn’t even like me, it’s a different story.

So I visited Jay in the hospital today. Everything went pretty good, with the exception of Liz giving me evil looks. I was confused at First, but then it dawned on me that she liked Jay.

Anyways, Liz’s party was one I will try to forget.
At first, Jay and I started to dance, and I kissed him too, but all of a sudden, commotion started. He pushed me away and defended that Liz girl. I was so confused and a little annoyed.

That brings me to the point of not liking Jay anymore. I mean, to many other girls like him and he has his heart set on Alex. What a waste of time for me to be liking someone who is involved with to many other people, Besides, he doesn’t even like me.

I got my nose peirced, and i got side bangs this morning. Mabye it will give me that of bad girl image. ahaah. It's in my icon, tell me what you think;)

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[10 Jul 2005|05:27pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

Okay, So nervous and a little curious, I went to the ravine.
BIG MISTAKE, on my part.
I met Jay, and things got a little carried away in the van. He stopped me when I I went to far.
He was probably right to stop me, he diddn't really know me. I mean I guess I don't really like him, just the idea of him. Him and ellie moved in together, that's cool I guess. I hope nothing is different between us, or uncomfortable. I'd hate to waste a potentiol relationship over a silly friday night.

Darcy, your must call me! We HAVE to hang out.

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